Who knew it would be so hard
I wish life came with a menu card
wouldn’t that be interesting
nothing being meaningless and misdirecting
sometimes it’s like nothing seems to make sense
I always miss someone’s happy presence
wish this understanding of feeling could be easy on my brain
it’s like finding a needle in the husk and grain
why do we need so much approval
can just we be what we are for real
the burden of so many expectations we give ourselves
this craziness of thoughts leaving me in a pensive mess.